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Well, it has been a while since I posted anything on my blog.

But what you all probably don’t know since that time I was diagnosed with Acute Myloid Leukemia, a form of cancer of the blood.

I just thought I would keep you all updated on this rough, but life changing journey.

About 4 weeks ago, after my very prompt (like 2 day diagnosis) going from fit and healthy to no white blood cells or neutrophil cells,
that’s what the chemo in Leukemia kills, so that you can come back to remission (90% chance after first 7 days of chemo).

Anyway, I guess, my learning experience (apart from all the side effects you could expect from chemo) have been to live in the moment,
not to expect any one thing to happen at any one time, because when you’re completely in the hands of doctors who are brilliant by the
way, all you can do is be “In the Moment”!

I know that once I’m out of the dark hole that I’ve been in, and I’ve never taken my eye of the prize of being well, which is very important,
in all things in your life, is I’m going to do “What I LOVE”, I don’t care about the money, the fame, the fortune or anything else, I’m going to
do what makes me happy “In The Moment” and that’s how we should live.

Because we all RUSH through life, experiencing this hyper-plaining effect of trying to “Get it all done” that we end up not getting it all done and
in effect we get less done and enjoy life less also.

These first 30 days of being in my Leaukemia journey have taught me that, I welcome your feedback on this and hope it might help someone
else reading this too.

I’ll keep more posts coming.

I got to watch another fantastic video today that exemplifies the “raw emotion” of love like we might have never experienced before… Take a look below then keep reading.

This type of pure emotional response can come in the form of passion, surprise, relief, but the one common characteristic with this form of experience is it’s seemingly only temporary.

Once the elation is gone, it’s back to the normal day to day activities, taking for granted the things, people and circumstances that we only a few short hours, days, weeks or months ago were “Ecstatic” to see.

So how can we play our cards right and ensure that this form of happiness, this pure form of immense and intense joy, stays with us forever, in a form which I refer to as enlightenment?

I believe that it stars with a healthy attitude of gratitude, making sure that what ever we have, and whatever we do, we are lucky to be where we’re at “right now”, as things could always be worse.

Once we experience this form of base level gratitude, then we will be thankful for “ALL” the experiences our lives, loved ones, jobs, bosses, enemies, pets, give us, including the seemingly not so pleasant experiences. As this isn’t our lives, we are not who we are, we are just visiting in the body we selected before we made our trip to earth as “Souls in a body”.

As soon as we can learn to “let go” and surrender to the energy that we tapped into, to create ourselves, and be born into this experimental world of human flesh, we will begin to experience ourselves and “non-egotistical” bodiless entities that we were before we came and then the answer of why we’re here will be revealed.

I believe it’s true enlightenment, many do not…

What are yours?